|cant wait till break
||[Dec. 13th, 2004|12:42 pm]
Okay well today has been okay , its accually been more than okay , accually everything is okay. I mean since Hank got home things have been going great. Kinda forgot what being happy is like , I mean I got my little sister back and the "USMC SISTAS" are back n kickin it. The whole thing is awesome. Im loving every minute of everything. Except that theres still tension between some peopel and I just wish it would all go away ....Because life can be so much more fun if everyone got along .
This year was supposed to be the best , we were all supposed to be the best of friends and love every minute of it. Why are we all wasting it hating and talking shit and being dumb about it all. I mean think about how much fun all us girls could be having if there was none of this. I mean everyone , everyone who was friends and everyone who is and everyone who has been. I remember once apon a time when it was like that and we had all these plans for our senior year and it was gonna be so awesome...amazing how that kinda died along a line of like 2 weeks.WHY ??? i dont really know but im kinda wishing it wouldnt have. Damn, we had it all planned out and it was all going well . But who knows maybe after the break things can expand and become better than they are right now and we can be how we sed we wanted to be.
Honestly , and i think i speak for all the girls who read this , we all did have a lot of fun on the week by week friendships we had going, i remember some awesom sleepovers and great "girls day outs" at the beach or shopping or not doin anything at all...but maybe its my imagination. But i dunno maybe im not speaking for everyone but im speaking for myself and hilary at least , we had good times and had good plans for this year , yet none of them are happening .o well
maybe someday.....FOR MORE THAN A WEEK!!!!!COUGHCOUGH!!!
Anyways, This whole school buisness, i got OJT next semester , so that is good that means more money , and my social security checks are all coming in at once $1,700 so thats goin twards a vehicle...and thats cool